I try..

I try to think about things to blog but then I think what if someone really doesn't want to read that? Or what if I can't articulate what I want to say? Then I think who cares? Only like 5 people read this blog anyway so what's the difference?

I just read a friend's blog and she is going to try to be positive for the next 30 days and see where it takes her. I like that idea. I have especially been a little hard on myself lately and a little negative so I want to try to change that too thanks to the inspiration I received this morning. I want to be thankful for what I have and thankful to be breathing. So what if I have to go to the doctor a little more right now. In the end, if I get a transplant, it will all pay off.

I am looking forward to a little vacation at the end of this month so that will be a good time. Dad, Margaret, Lydia and I will be driving to St. George, Utah then to Salt Lake City to finally end up in Boise, ID to celebrate Gram's birthday on 9/11. I can't believe that he will be 2. It should be interesting to have my fluid delivered beforehand and see how it all works out with traveling. I will let you all know how it goes.

I have been going to Curves with my mom and I am enjoying that. It isn't much but at least I am doing something. It feels good too and I like getting up and having something to do besides sit around. I am trying not to do that.

So here's to a great August!